Monday, March 15, 2010

Death Tear

once upon a december. Ebtdah 3ame bewfat ma7boubi, tduur el as2lah fe balkuum.. mnhu ma7boubha? men ykuun ? :). hne tbddee el g9ah ! g9at 7yatee g9ah '3yrt le 7ale,, men elaa...
ajml ayam 3shtaha ajmel 3shraah 3ashrtaha lakenah ent'ha eb yuom ou lelah. ! keaf ? ou shluun ?. as2lah ktherah ;s.
ya nas.. esm3uu g9at '3ram,, tabde eb 7lat ou tnt'he eb mur. kan le m7buub, 7uub 5thalee 3agle. Kan MLAK 3la hy2at bshar, 6uul, jmaal el 6be3ah,, 7lat el dnyah, 3yuun el maha, agulkum mlaak ya nas ru7ah tjanen, kna a9dga2, n3z 3la b3a'9. jane eb yuom 7azeen mt'9ayg, leah ya flaan ! guuuli men m'9aygeek,, tklm na6gan; ya flanah ana a7bch wdi ashr7 keaf bs el klam ma ywafe 3ali bguulah,, ana 7as enk agrb ensan le eb hal dnyah ,, 7letay dnytee .
ana saktah 6uul el mudah matklmt wla ne6agt, as2lah tduur fe balee BS mas2lt elah su2al wa7id . glt lah; ya flan men metah hal 7ache ?. rad 3lay ou gal; ya flanah 9arlee ash'her sakt 3an galbe, saket 3an msha3re, 5ayf aguulchh, 5ayf ya flanah 5ayf trednii. rdit ou glt; laken keaf ;s ?. bda bel g9ah ou gal; men awl ma3rftch ou ana 7as be9ir shy beanah ! 6regat klamch e2srtnee, 3shagt eslubk, kyank mlakni, ru7ik maynw9f, el klam maywfe ya flanah.
skt ou ana 7ayrah ,, jwabe kan; ana ast2then el 7in,, m7tajah wagt afker.
hoo gader wa'93e ou gale m3a alf slamah ou inshalah tkunin salmah le.
mrat el ayam ou kna fe wa'93 3ade, yuom men el ayam, s'hrna le wagt mt25er, ou gale; ya flanah ana m7tajek eb 7yate. ou skt. rdit ou glt; ana m7tajlk muut. hoo 6ar men el fr7ah ou gali; mt2kdah ? akeeed ?. glt lah; eh mt2kdah. fraa7 fr7ah mab3dha fr7ah. ou gale; ashelch b3yuoni, galbee yshelch, dnyte lch ,,, tddlelay 2amrini ,, goli ab'3ah ou ana agul 7a'6er bs 6lbay.. mara7 tndmeen.
mrat el ayam nru7 u nje m3a b3'9na ou tumer el ayam b3dha eb ash'her, jat lah ayam kelah msh'3uul,, mayklmnii mthl awl,, t'3yer m3aay, mub ra'9e yshufni wla yklmni , bdet ashek bs knt a76 lah 3ther akther men 3ther,, b3dha 6al ou mal ent'6are el wlad magam yt9l abad ;s. ana glt eb galbe; la lazim ashuflah 7al ;s mu 7al hatha. et9lt akther men mrah,, mrteeen mayjawb. et9lt 3la omah rdat 3lay ou galt le; hala bnytee keafk keafk omk? 3sakum b5ear!. glt lha; el 7amdlilah 5alte bs ab'3ah aklm flan. galt le; leh ho mayrd 3alike ? . jawbt eb; la2 . rdat ou galt le; ho maglt esh eli 79al ?. glt lha; esh eli 79al 5alte;s ? fhmini alah y5leki trani mshwshah. galt le; el wlad mare'9 ya bnytee. radit; keaf maree'9 ;s shluuun ;s leh ma5brnii ;s ytjnab et9alate ou shuftii ;s mayb'3ah y7akini ;s. rdat ou galat; ya bnte el wlad 5ayf 3alikii. enheet el et9al. ou r7t at9l 3alih. rad 3lay eb skuut. glt lah; ya flan. omk 5brtne,, leh ma5brtnii,, trani ra7 ougaf jnbkk ma5leek wla l7'6ah. gale ; ya flanah walah 5ayf la t'hjreni. rdit eb a39ab; ana a7bk ;s wla ab'3ah '3eark ;s keaf asibk ya flaan la tjanini alah y5alk ykfe enk hjrtne asabee3 6welah mrat k2nha sneen. rad ou gal; entii m7boubtii ou knt 5ayf enk t'hjrini ya flanah walah ou rabe shahdn 3lay eni a7bk 7ub ma7bah bshar ya flanah. basni 3la jbini ou ms7 le dm3te ou galee; tra dmuu3k '3alyah 3lay,, la t3thbini fihoum,, ebtsmt ou glt lah; male '3eark ya flan. ou ktb lah g9edah tgol; "mafi mthlk eb hal dnyah low drt ou lafit ,, agoulha bgalbi m3a eni 3nk 9adet. lakn enta mlak ou ana f3lan '3irk lget .. bs malget mn y7s fini etha bkiit enta el wa7id t'9mni etha nmt ou 97eet ou tdawe jra7i etha tklmt aw 7keet .. 7awlt algah 7abib bs '3irk ma7bit 7awlt ashke l'3erk bs mashikiit ou en shkiit beli fi 9drii mawfeet.. anheet kel 3lagatii bs 7ubk manheet ou rmeet thkryati bs thkrak marmet .. bel7eal mshtag lk ou l7nanik 7neet.. A7BK ou 3an 7ubk l7'6ah ma s'hiit ou mhmaa '3bt 3aniik ,, 7ubik mansiit."
mrat el ayam,, et9lt omah 3lay eb 9uut 7azen; ya bnyte tra flan 36ach 3umrah. ridt; men 9jik ya 5alte;s ma9dg ;s la tkthbe 3lay walah ma7b el '3shmrah ;s. ou ehya ttklm eb 9oot wa6e ou 7azin; makthb 3aleki ya bnyte. ou gflt el sma3ah. thani yom bel 3za r7t,, knt awl el 7a'6ren, jlst 3la gbrah ou a7kelah 3an wjdani a5brah ou agul; "kam klmh fe da5le,, fe kyani maglt'ha ou en glt'ha malha wjuud.. ana fe 6areeg el 7ub mazlt a3ani,, mthl el n'6ar bean el hdab malah 7dud,, la ban fe 3eani 6rege thuwani 3uuud 3la 3myan gumrah mfgud." r7t e9are5 eb 9uuut yhz el jbal; ya flaaaan knt mni ou fini,, knt '97kah eb shfayfee ou el 7ean 9rt dm3ah eb 3eani ya flan leah ttrkni eb 7alii. 5ntnee ya flaan trktnee eb hal dnyah le 7alee,, dmu3e mazalt t7n lw9alk.
ya nas shftaw m7boubi? trakni ou r7al,, keaf abg'9i el lyale lew7dii,, kel dm3ah ashuf thekrah daymah eb bale,,
to be continue...